| | Everything's actually going pretty well. But all of a sudden, sadness consumes me.
I start to remember how I used to tell you every little thing about myself, and how you used to talk to me with that manja voice of yours.
I thought that I was halfway to forgetting you, letting go and moving on.
I guess I was wrong.
I miss you. I miss you so much.
What I am feeling is far beyond from what words can express.
I miss every single thing about you. The way you talk, the silly faces you make, the hugs and kisses you give me, your captivating brown eyes, your laughter, your serious talks, your funny acts.
Above them all, I just miss you.
Every night, I think if you're missing me too. Whether you love me still, or if you've left me behind.
I can tell others that I don't think of you and all, but I guess I am still in a small state of denial.
Because I don't want to give myself hope anymore. It hurts too much.
I don't want to love you anymore. I want to give up.
But, I can't.
You're none like others.
I hope you know, that you mean so much to me.
A part of me is letting you go, a part of me is still waiting.
I surrender every part of my life to the Lord. Especially this.
I will have patience, I will persevere.
Even if it kills me, at least I know that it is true.
I miss you.
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| | Posted 7/11/2008 4:00 PM - 63 Views - 2 eProps - 1 Comment
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